I have had a nice long weekend off work. Took a paid day Friday, only went to the grocery store, then relaxed at home. Had a very good friend over and stayed up super late. I don't think I did anything Saturday... I'm pretty sure I slept all day. Sunday, had a baby shower to go to, lots of fun and Korean food. It was amazing, the 1st time i ate it. Then a cook out at my friend's house, good food, good friends and more booze.
Those are the good points, the bad: Saturday night I had to take an Ativan to relax about not knowing very many people at the shower Sunday. Every time I'm worried or stressed I pull. I'm wanting to pull now just thinking about it. I don't like people. I have a small group of friends that are like family and when i go out of my comfort zone, my anxiety spikes. I've been picking at my pimples a lot as well. Gross. I know. Also, my hip has been aching like crazy the last 2 days, sitting on furniture I'm not familiar with and on lawn chairs isn't good for my bad hip. *breathes in and out*
I've got meds to take...
Thanks for reading. I hope for some profess soon.
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